I’m terrified of death. I think about it constantly. That’s why my art often has the theme concerning it. It helps me to deal with it.
I’m sorry for all of this sad news that I’ve been posting about lately, everyone. I swear, my life is normally not this depressing exciting. I’m going up to Edmond to see her with my family. As you can imagine, there won’t be a video today or tomorrow, probably. I’m sorry for all of this.
It’s interesting, though. When death is so imminent, you start to pay attention to every last detail. I’ve had the thought, “Is this the last thing that I want my grandma to see me in?” I’ve been seeing the words “death, kill, dead, etc.” in advertising a lot more.
I don’t know guys. I’ll keep you updated. Again, I’m sorry.
But today is supposed to be even worse. I’ve decided that all I can do is try to keep up-to-date on the weather and react as the storm rolls in. It’s 1:23, right now. It’s supposed to be at its worst between 6-11 p.m. I’m just slowly counting down the hours. Wish me luck, everyone. I’m holding on tight for this ride.